Christopher

meaningful email

2006-08-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hello! I am back to update my blog again! =) anyway earlier on when I was looking through all my old email, I found this meaningful email, given by my conductor. So ya, I decided to post it up on my blog for today’s entry! So enjoy! Find out why it is so meaningful! =)

Here it goes...
Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen"....
I know what he means. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's the exact same thing. One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it.
You think and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone. Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back.
Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.
The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences. They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before.
You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.
You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.

You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there.
Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then , after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.
And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.
That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet.
And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.

new skin

2006-08-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

Ok, I am back to update my blog, after disappearing for months! And to prove that this blog is still not dead even though I know a lot of people thought I will never update my blog again, I had changed the blogskin! =) And please horz, I changed to the present blogskin, because I think it look quite nice, nothing to do with what the words on the skin!..lolz..

Ok, shall update again later ba! Need to go and study for my exam already!
Cya!

I am finally back!

2006-04-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody! I am finally backed to blogging after almost 2 months of MIA! And to show that I am back to blogging, I had changed my blogskin!..haha..ok, I think I shall write a very short entry for today because I am starting school tomorrow! And I need to wake up at 5.45am!!!..lolx..So tonight need to sleep early!=)..haha

And yeah! SYF display band competition is coming! Feeling equally as nervous as the members! Hope that we can get gold with honour and make it to the finals!=)..haha..ok, I shall stop here now!..bye!..
*isn't this a short entry?! But at least I manage to update!*

so it ended...

2006-02-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

It had been quite awhile since I had updated my blog!...anyway since I had just bath finish, and have nothing to do, I might as well update my blog now!=)...Just came back from siew li birthday party, an hour ago, so that why I had bath at such a late time!...haha...anyway thank you siew li for inviting me to your wonderful birthday party!...and also wish you a be early happy birthday!=)...haha...

And ya, everything had ended...yet all the memories were still in my mind as if they had just happen only yesterday!...haiz..I really miss the past...but what to do, life must still go on, and I will try not to think of the past so much, even though I am so sure it is going to stay inside my heart for quite a long time or even forever!=)...Anyway just want to say thank you for everything during the last few months!...Really thank you so much!=)...

*sob*

~* Heart VS Self-Consciousness..Right or Wrong..Confusion & Tiredness..Declination.. *~

2006-02-15T00:44:00.001+08:00

My heart is "fighting" hard against my self-conscious about a topic * which I dun wish to mention here*

Because of the "fight", my mind had started itself once more after resting for so long, to think whether what I am doing is right or wrong?..

Hence, due to the "fight" and mind-thinking, it had caused my soul to be trap in a confusion and tiredness..

Sooner or later, it will cause the decline of something, which will cause a great change in my life..

Haix..What or where have I done wrong?!..Why is this happening to me..haix..

"20" and "24"

2006-02-09T11:35:00.000+08:00

This blog is specially written for Mr Kenrick Poh Tze Pin.

THANK YOU FOR PREDICTING

MY O-LEVEL RESULT!

& I LOVE THAT RESULT

SO MUCH!=)

~* Missing the past *~

2006-02-03T11:47:00.000+08:00

zZz..feeling so damn tired now sia, and its 3am plus now..lolx..haha..i was actually already sleeping by 12am, but dun know why, had this damn bad dream, which cause me to wake up, and I was unable to fell a sleep after that!=(..lolx..haha..anyway since I was unable to go and sleep, I might as well on the lights, then on the computer, and start to update my blog, before somebody start saying that I am so lazy!=X * ok, I know its a little lame*..

Actually got not much to say about the last two days , because for the last two days, I had been spending my time in band, helping them!..lolx..anyway on Wednesday, I did met up with 5 of my ex-classmates, as we planned to go give our teachers, our Chinese new year greeting!..but too bad, Mrs. Cheoh was not there, as I heard from my junior, she got 1 month MC..lolx..dun knows whether it is true anot?..lolx..anyway after visiting the teachers, we went to walk around the school as some of them had not been to the school for months. So we were walking, the feeling when I was still in sec 4 came back to me..haix..the feeling was so great lorz, even though then I had to prepare for my O-level, but it was still feel very good to me..lolx..if someone can give me clock which can turn back to past, I will sure turn the clock back to last year, august that time, as I feel that was the best time of my life, even though there still O-level, and I really miss that time!=)..but it is all an "if"..lolx..haha..and I know some of my friend also wishes to turn back the time, and one of them is khairul!=X..haha.. even though I still ponder about the past, I still treasure a lot what I am having now, because I dun want to wait till I lose anything, then I start to feel regret again!=)..lolx..

*This was how we will during last year, graduation day, dun look like we are having O-level soon right?!=)*

Ok, I think I will stop here now!..so good night and good luck to everyone who is waiting for their O-level result!=)..k..bye!

stories

2006-01-31T01:29:00.000+08:00

Ok..Its 1am plus..And I am feeling so tired due to the Chinese new year visiting to my relative's houses. Anyway just finish checking my e-mail, and I got this quite meaning e-mail from jing jing. Inside the e-mail, she shared with me three meaning full stories, so I will share with you all, two of it..lolx..*enjoy*

Frog Story
A group of frogs were traveling through the woods and two of them fell into a deep pit. All the other frogs gathered around the pit. When they saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all of their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died.
The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out.
When he got out, the other frogs said, "Did you not hear us ?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time.
This story teaches two lessons:
1. There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day.
2. A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes to kill them. Be careful of what you say.

How to make sure the butterfly cannot fly ?

How do you get a butterfly? First there is the egg which hatches into a caterpillar. The caterpillar eats and grows. At the right time, it makes a cocoon out of its own body. While in the cocoon, the caterpillar changes into a butterfly. When the butterfly is ready, it starts to break through the cocoon. First a hole appears. Then the butterfly struggles to come out through the hole. This can take a few hours. If you try to "help" the butterfly by cutting the cocoon, the butterfly will come out easily but it will never fly. Your "help" has destroyed the butterfly. The butterfly can fly because it has to struggle to come out. The pushing forces lots of enzymes from the body to the wing tips. This strengthens the muscles, and reduces the body weight. In this way, the butterfly will be able to fly the moment it comes out of the cocoon. Otherwise it will simply fall to the ground, crawl around with a swollen body and shrunken wings, and soon die. If the butterfly is not left to struggle to come out of the cocoon, it will never fly We can learn an important lesson from the butterfly. If we do not have struggles and challenges in our work, we will never grow strong and capable. If life has no difficulties, we will become weak and helpless.

and that the two stories, I wished to share with you all!=)..ok, I shall go and sleep now, will update my blog with happening in my life soon!=p..lolx..k..good night!

happy chinese new year

2006-01-29T02:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!

That will be how I am going to start writing my blog this time!..lolx..I know its sound a bit lame..lolx..haha..and I also dun know why I am getting very lame especially after mid-night!=)..hehe..anyway since tonight is Chinese new year, so let be lame for a change for once ba!..lolx..haha..

Talking about Chinese new year for this year, I actually dun have much of the feeling that Chinese new year is around the corner during the last few days, and it was very strange!..as normally during the last few years, I will get so excited that Chinese new year is just around the corner!..and during Chinese new year eve, I will be the first one in the family to go to bed first as I feel that by sleeping, time will goes pass faster..lolx..childish right?!!..haha..anyway as I was saying this year, I did not feel so excited as last few years, and certainly, I am the last one in my family to go to bad this time!..lolx..while my dad was the first one to go to sleep for a change!=)..lolx..haha..

Ok, its 2am plus liao..and I am feeling very sleepy already, must be due to the cold medicine I took!=)..lolx..haha..and also I am feeling so hungry now too, but too bad I can't eat the food in my house now, as I am suppose to be unable to eat any meat until next morning 11am!..lolx..i think I better go and sleep now!..so good night to everyone! And HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone! *especially you!=)*

lame

2006-01-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

zZz..it's midnight now, and I am supposed to be in my dreamland, dreaming about something now..lolx..anyway I am not sleeping now due to the fact that I am coughing so damn badly now. Wah! My chest feels so pain now lorz!..lolx..haha..and it was also because I saw that khairul had been updating his blog for almost everyday in the week!..i better not lose out to him!..lolx..haha..ok, I shall write a short one now, as my mind dun seem to be working properly now..lolx..wait..i think I better stop here! Because I can't stand the cough liao..lolx..so good nitx to all! * at least I manage to write something*

Trust

2006-01-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

zZz..Feeling so tired now, but too bad, I cannot go and sleep as I had just bath finish and naturally, my hair will be wet, hence I cannot go and sleep! * I know this is the third time, I had used this reason!=)*..lolx..anyway since I cannot go and sleep, I might as well update my blog which I haven been updating for about a week or more!=)..lolx..And also before somebody start saying that I am lazy!..lolx..haha..the reason why I came home so late just now was because I went to have dinner with my grandfather and also my aunty!..We went to all the way from Eunos to Yeo Chu Kang, to have our dinner. And by the time I reach there, it was already 7pm and the most amazing thing was that my grandfather never even complain hungry at all, which was very uncommon, as sometime if we wait too long for the food or take too long to find the place to eat, he will sure complain that he is hungry..lolx..anyway tonight, he did not even complain about anything, and instead he was feeling very happy which I think most probably because he gets to see her daughter ( which were my aunties) and her family, which he only get to see only on occasion like Chinese new year etc. Or maybe after a few weeks. Unlike my family, he gets to see every Sunday as due to the fact that my dad is a very filial son, and that is one thing I will learn from him, which was too be filial!=)..lolx.. Anyway since he is happy, all of us were also happy..lolx..so we had our dinner until about 9pm plus, before all of us go home as there is still school for my brother and some of my cousins!=)..

And since I haven been updating for a week, I shall said say what happen for the last two days, as I can only manage to remember clearly what had happen during the last two days!* Must be due to the fact that I am getting old*..lolx..So on Friday, I finally manage to be able to spend some time with her, since 1/1/05, if I did not remember wrongly!=x..Wah! really appreciate that she was able to spend some of her time with me, even though...; anyway I always appreciate the fact that I gets to spend time with her and grateful that she was able to spend her time with me!=)..lolx..ok, enough of these things before someone say that I am being too mushy on the blog again!..lolx..hehe..so we went to Suntec city, to watch the show, "A Chinese Tall Story" and by the time we went into the cinema, the show had already started for 15 mins as it was due to the fact that I was late!..and it was the second time that I was late, not her..lolx..so the next time, I must be early by 15 mins!..anyway the movie was quite nice, even though the ending part was a little bit lame. So after watching the movie, we went to eat sushi for dinner, in the SakaSushi (if I never spelled wrongly la). In there, I make a fool of myself at first as I dun know how to use the chopsticks to pick up the sushi, and every time I pick up the sushi, it will sure break into two..lolx..but lucky no one saw that except for her lahz!=)..and after a few practices, I was able to pick up the sushi without letting it break into two, which was about after 15 mins???..lolx..haha..anyway as usual, after eating, the one who will feel the fullest, will still be me, due to the fact that I was being "well-fed" every time!=x..lolx..haha..so after eating, we decided to head for home as it was getting late, and while walking the MRT station, she went to the restroom twice!..lolx..see lahz, this is what happens when you drink too much water!=)..lolx..haha..anyway the whole evening and night with her, was sure very fun and enjoyable!=)..really hope to have another one soon ba!=x..lolx..haha..

So yesterday, the main band had their first practice in Springfield, but I dun know how it was, due to the fact that I was teaching some of the sec 1 who will be joining the main band for the competition, the basic marching skills. And almost the entire sec 1 who was there, will be joining the lower brass, and will be playing the trombone, euphonium or the tuba.Wah! the lower brass sure is getting very big, and this is one thing I am worry, as I am worry whether the lower brass sectional leaders is it able to handle such a big section, as sometime they even have problem with the number of people they are having now. But lucky, for the last few practices, things had turn for a better for the lower brass, as some of the problems were solved, and unity in between them is starting to be build up again, hence this bring up the hope, I have in them!..lolx..anyway I just hope that they can be better and be more united, and not to go back to their old ways again!

Wah!I finally realize how childish and foolish I was in the past, especially during last November and December .I finally realize how stupid for me to think so much about something and also to have too much emotion over something, and most importantly did not have the full trust in a person!..and in the end, it did not bring me any good, but instead brought me to my downfall in something!..And after all this, I finally learnt how important it is to have the trust between two people, and finally able to trust a person fully!..why must I take so long to realize all this? Why must I be so childish and foolish?.. why can't I realize earlier, that by thinking too much and having too much emotion, I can also do nothing, and by doing that, I had exhausted my mental strength!..haix..maybe this is just my life ba!..anyway all this is just a past liao, and lucky, there was still chance for me to save back everything!..and this time, thou will not think too much nor have too much emotion! And I will have the TRUST word in it, because from now on, I shall trust the person fully!=)..And i know action speak louder than words, so you just wait and see!=p..lolx..haha
*I am very sorry for people who had read this, and dun understand what I am saying!*

ok, I think that will be all for tonight!=)..lolx..anyway my hair had already dried and I am feeling very tired!..lolx..haha..so I shall stop here!..good night to everyone!

Sec 1orientation

2006-01-06T21:17:00.001+08:00

Wah!..Just came home after going to the both Springfield and Ping Yi secondary school's sec 1 CCA orientation!..lolx..let me describe briefly how it likes was for the whole of today!..So let start with Ping Yi side first because they had their sec 1 CCA in the afternoon, at about 12pm, in their newly built school hall!..Some of the members had perform a few formation on the stage for the sec 1, and the percussion also did a drumline while the other band members and Alumni also played their parts by giving out flyer to the sec 1 during the band performance!..even though the population of sec 1 in Ping Yi was quite small, but we still manage to get 35 sec 1 to come and join the band!..while after that, we go to Springfield as Springfield was having their sec 1 CCA orientation at 3pm and I dun think I can describe much of what had happened there because I was not there for most of there as I had to go and help Mr. Poh attend his NE forum, if not he cannot graduate and he will be having his sixth year in TP!=)..haha..anyway by the time I came back, the orientation had already started and the whole place where the sec 1 CCA orientation was held, was packed with loads of people, and if you see properly, you will notice that the whole place looked very colorful because there were people wearing the blue ( BB, GB, Girl guides, NPCC etc), some wearing green (NCC etc) some wearing white ( the officer of other CCA) and last but least, red color as of course, the band was the bigger there!=x..lolx..haha..anyway by the end of the day, we manage to get about 141 members to join band!..sound like quite big right?..nevermind, you will see what will happen after two months!..lolx..haha.Anyway hopes that the members who had joined, can stay in band all the way!=)..

Ok, I think that all for the sec 1 orientation!..and I also think that all I will write for today's blog!..feeling so damn tired sia, think I am going to sleep for the whole day tomorrow since there no band practice at Saturday, in January and February !=)..lolx..anyway I will stop writing here ba!..Bye!

* Looking at the little dog at my tableside and wondering how she is now?..haix..wish that I can see her again as soon as possible!=x..Just wishing only ba..lolx..*

2006

2006-01-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

Wah!..Its 2006 already!..So before I start writing my blog, I shall wish everyone out there, " HAPPY NEW YEAR!=) "..And this shall be my first entry of the year!..K,so just now went to countdown for the new year while also celebrate for the new year, at Benedict's house, with Mr. Poh, Alumni and some of the band members!..We had a BBQ at there and some drinking of alcohols there too, and everyone there was like "letting down their hair for once", as everyone was enjoying themselves!..Anyway it was so fun and enjoyable, and it was the time for the countdown for the New Year, everyone was like shouting together with the television! And when the it’s 2006, the whole house was filled with wishes and scream!=)..Lolx..Haha..ok, anyway must thank a lot to the person who had plan this event as I still dun know who plan want lahz!..lolx..

Ok, that enough story of what happening at the New Year celebration party!..Now let me make some recount of what happen during the year 2005 which I most remember, reflection on what I had done, and thank to some important people who had make great changes and impact to my life in the year 2005!..So let me recount what had happened in the year 2005..hmmm..I think I could only remember clearly about the indoor competition as I had spent most of time in band that time. So eventually, I will sure remember the most about that event! Another reason was because that was first and last time in my whole of my secondary school life in band, I had failed to achieve what the band had wanted!..Haix..Spoil my good record sia!=)..Lolx...oh ya, another things which I will never be able to forget were all the fun time I had spending with her!..All the time I had spend with her, was so fun and enjoyable!. And obviously, she will sure be one of the person which I will really want to thank even though she came into my life at the later part of the year, she still make great changes and impact to my life!..And because of her, I had changed a lot and also because of her, I was able to make such great improvement in my prelim exam!..And last but not least, the love she had given to me all this while, especially during the prelim and O-Level periods!..I must really thank her so much and must also thank god for letting me know this girl at the important time of my life!..Thank you very much!=)..And also I want to thank some people like Mrs. Cheoh who had helped me to improve in my physics result by so much! And also to Mr. Poh who had thought me to use my mind fast and also to train my discipline and character!..Ermx..And thank to some other people who helped me in the year 2005, but sorry as I cannot remember who are you all Liao!=)..Lolx..As for reflection of what I had done for the whole year, I had just one thing as I can only remember that clearly and it is sometime if you think too much of something, instead of helping or saving something, you will cause the thing to be destroy or even taken from you!..Haix..I should have known this sentence early, then I will not have some regretted you!..Haix..I shall not say here what I had regretted down here as I dun wan to remember about it!..Lolx..Ok that all for 2005! And for that I shall say good bye to 2005!=)

And I think it time for me to sleep Liao as it about 2am now, and I need to work tomorrow..So I shall put a stop to this entry here..So good night and again, " HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!"

working time!

2005-12-29T00:49:00.000+08:00

zZz..feeling so exhausted now, but too bad I cannot sleep now as I had just bath finish and my hair is still wet!..Ya, I know, it is the same reason as the previous!=)..ok, so the main reason for me to bath so late was because I went for my former class, sec 4G class gathering until about 11pm plus. Even though it is called a class gathering, but as expected, only about half of the class turns up!..lolx..Wah! feel so great sia..for about 2 months never see each other liao!And some of them sure had changed a lot in the appearance and also other places!..let says, for example, Harry had dyed his hair to golden color which looked like a "golden lion", whereas Jasman had became quieter and of course, more mature la!..As for my other friends like Vincent, who change his "target" again to some girl at the church one!=x..oop..i shall not say anymore!..haha..So some of my friends are going for 3 months at either JC or MI while other decided not to go as they feel that it is a waste of their time!..lolx..anyway all the best to those who is going for the 3 months course!..remember to have "fun" there!=p

Ermx..so before I go for my class gathering, I was working at Shan Joo's parent factory with siew li and Ee Woon. It was my second day of working liao!..on my first day of work, which started at about 8.35am as due to the fact that we will actually late, but lucky the boss was even later than us!=)..So the first day, my job was to help to pack the Ang Bao into packers before it were passing to other people to wrap it up! And I ended my first day of work at about 9pm sharp!..While today, my job was to help the aunty to take out the sheet of papers which she had printed out! Actually today job was more relax than yesterday, but the only problem was that the place was very smelly as the place was filled with glues and paint smell!..lolx..haha..let's hope that tomorrow job is going to be a better one!..So today, I went to work at about 3pm as in the morning I had to go to band practice to prepare for the sec 1 orientation. Wah, feel so damn guilty for being irresponsible as in,to apply the leave at the very last minute!..ok, I shall not say the reason for doing such last minutes stuff before my temper rise again!=p..So today at band, we practice pieces like final countdown, It's a small world etc..Too bad, next tues I will not be able to practice with them as I had to work!..so Just wish that I could have some time to practice before the orientation starts!=x..lolx..haha..ok..i think I will stop here for now!..so good night to all!

merry christmas

2005-12-25T02:35:00.000+08:00

HelloxXx!..It's had been two week since I had last updated my blog!..Anyway since I had just bath finish and my hair is still not dry yet so decided to spend some time to write a entry and hope that my hair will be dry by then!=)..Wah! Just came back from my aunty house as they had invited my whole family over for Christmas party!..The party started at somewhere around 7pm plus and my parent were like kinda of expecting me to be there by 7pm. But in the end, I reach the place at 11pm plus..Lolx..So sorry to my aunty, for coming late for her Christmas party!=)..Anyway they were not angry with me as at least I make the effort to come!=)..So when I reach my aunty house, they rush me to open up all the presents, they had given to me. And if I had not remembered wrongly, I got a total of 7 presents from my aunties there!=P..Really thank a lot to my aunties for all the present!

Oh ya, so I spend my whole evening and night till 10pm plus, with her to celebrate Christmas!..Firstly, I had to thank her for spending her time with me while also letting me to spend my time with her too,to celebrate Christmas. Secondly, I want to thank her a lot for her present which I like it like the most out of all the other presents I had gotten,even though i haven't try it out yet la,but as long as it from her, it will always be the best!=)..lolx..haha..Thirdly, for being such a great "cook" when we will eating in Seoul Garden, even though the food after cook, look a little bit discolor!=)..Anyway she cooks better than me, and the food she cooked also tasted better than me!=p..lolx..no wonder get A1 for her F&N!=)..Haha..fourthly, thank her alot for being a little childish together with me, like bringing me, to choose and buy the gundam, "Infinite Justice"!=x..haha..Last but not least, THANK YOU for giving me love for the last few months,which light up the darkness in my heart and ignite the hope and confidence in me!=)..really hope this love can last as long as possible!=x..lolx..ok,Think that all the thank for her before her head will get too "big"!=X..haha..just joking..k..zZz..feeling so tired now, think I will go to sleep now!..good night to all and a happy merry Christmas to all!=)

Disappointment again!=(

2005-12-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

Wah!..Had been feeling tired or shall I say, very lazy to update my blog for the past few days!=)..lolx..anyway since I had decided to update my blog now, I will try to write a longer blog!=)..lolx..haha..Wah, for the past few days when I never update my blog, a lot of things had happen in my life!..some have left a deep impact in my life, while other had brought hope to my life!..But all of it, sure does give me a lot of type of feeling, example disappointed, tired and happy etc!=)..so for the next few paragraphs, I shall try to write most of the things that had happened!

Let's start talking from the band..ok..haix..had been very disappointed with the lower brass for the last few band practices. I feel disappointed in them mostly because of their attitude and their ways of doing stuff. The lower brass's attitude is getting worse and worse. For example, when the euphonium and Trombone combine doing sectional marching in the morning, no matter how hard the sectional leaders want all of them to put in their effort to shout the timing together, some of them will still refuse to open their mouth to shout and will only depend on the other members in the squad to shout. Is this what they call UNITY???..This is called selfish and self-centered! Imagine you are the one who are trying your best to shout your timing but your fellow member who is beside you, keeping his/her mouth shut and depend on you to shout, how will you feel???!..Guess some of them will never get that feeling before..Haix..Another thing, when the lower brass is going to do sectional music after they had come out of the band room, most of them will take their own sweet time to go to place where they are having sectional music and worse of all, some of them will still talk and have fun when walking there!..Is this what is known as efficiency??? ..haix..i shall not say more of their problem because the more I say, the more I feel disappointed and angry in them. And when I go and ask some of the seniors, why these kinda of will happen, some of them will give me stupid excuses like they can’t do anything, other will push the blames onto other people!..What is happening to them???..Now then I start to wonder why this kinda of problem will arise in the section in the first place, I still can remember when I took the lower brass when I am still in my secondary school's life, and there was no such problem. the lower brass members that time, all were having a common goal in mind, which was to be better than the woodwinds. And the sectional leaders and seniors in the lower brass then, were push and encourage their members toward the right attitude and they will try their best to change their member’s attitude to be better if they feel that their junior’s attitude is bad. And most important, they have the word, "UNITY" in them, that why in the end they were able to achieve their goal!..But why am I not seeing the same things now in the lower brass???..Is it because that I teach them the wrong things??? Or is it because of some stupid reasons and mindset that is stuck in their head???..haix..sometime seeing the ways the lower brass do things, I really feel so tired of coming back to band and really wish to follow the ways of my seniors and my fellow bunch of band member like nordina and hayati, follow them to come back once in a few week or a few days..haix..really miss the old time lower brass ..

Ok, after writing this, I feel so tired now, think I will stop here now..sorry that I was unable to write a longer blog!=)..so good bye to all for now ba! * Wah, really miss you a lot sia!..can't wait to see you soon!=)*

for the fourth time

2005-12-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

Wah, it's already 12.30am plus liao and I finally change my blogskin for the fourth time! =)..This time, I had changed my blogskin to something on the instrument; I used to play when I am still band (which you can see now, since you are reading my blog! =p). I decided to change to this skin as after hearing what khairul say, which I think if I did not remember wrongly, was "Your blogskin must have or must be something that can represent you." So I decided to use a blogskin which have trombone picture on it to represent me! =)..Haha..Ok, tink I will stop here now!..bye!

"stupid" plug

2005-12-10T07:36:00.000+08:00

Wah!..I wake up today at 5am in the morning and intended to use my computer until 7.30am plus before I go prepare for going to band practice, but guess what, in the end, I started using the computer at 6am!!!..Wau Lau, all thank to the "stupid" plug!..Lolx..When I cannot switch on my computer, I thought it was my father who had done some "magic" like taking out the wires of the computer, so I spent half an hour on finding which part of the computer wire did he took out and in the end, I found out that there nothing wrong with wiring of the computer! And plus I had a mess around my computer table!..Haix..Damn piss off sia..Then in the end, it was the plug from the main switch that was spoil and hence causes my computer to be unable to operate!..So I went to my study room and to take the unused plug to replace the spoil one. By the time, I finish fixing the whole things PLUS clearing the mess, it was already 6am!..Ok, think I should stop grumbling about it since it already solve!=)

So yesterday, Edwin, Siew li, khairul, farzana, syafiq, benedict, Qi zheng , Yan Wen and me went to Pasir Ris Park to have our so called alumni outing!..So after we had pitch finish our tent, we went into the sea to have fun. The sea was so dirty and there were a lot of fishes and afew jellyfishes in the water, so at first most of us were scare to go into the water but in the end, everyone also went into the water with the mindset, "who cares that the water is dirty as anyway we are already dirty!" ..Lolx..So we spent about a few hours in the water playing before going to bath and go to the fisherman Village to have our dinner. Wah! The foods there were so delicious that we finish almost everything of it!=)..So after eating, Edwin, benedict and syafiq went to order a jug of beer to share. After that, we decide to go home as farzana needed to be home by 9.30pm. So we ended our outing that way in a joyful and happy way!=)

Ok, going to meet the alumni at 8.35am later before going to band practice with them. Wah! haven been going for band practice for a week already and I am kinda wondering and worry about how the band and the lower brass are doing. Anyway I am going to find out how are they later when I go for band!=)..Lolx..And just hope that the practice today will not end like the previous Saturday. Oh ya, talking about the lower brass, I had notice that this year, especially the trombone section, had been getting into love affair and relationship..I dun wan to name out those people as you people know who you all are=)..Anyway, I am saying these are not because that I am against neither did I say that I support it..I saying this because I want you all ( mostly the trombone) to know that if you want to get into this type of things, you better know what things is important and make sure u make your priority right. Better dun because of this type of things and neglect the band and your studies and especially, dun give me nonsense like you are going to commit suicide!..Ok..Other then that, all the best to those people who is in love in my section!=) (shit! I sound I like I am support them!=X)..Haha..And since when I sound so mature and like a old person who had been through alot???..Haha..Must be I am getting old Liao!=p

And now about the R.O.D video, I shall write a small paragraph about it. I had managed to finish up to the National Day Parade(NDP) and I think most likely I will finish it by this weekend!=)..And I guess I can complete the whole video on time and even earlier this time!..Just hope that nothing will go wrong1=)

Ok, actually still want to write some more things but I think not today cause firstly, I am going to be late if I continue to type some more and secondly, I think what I thinking to type next, is not the right time to type here now!..So maybe some other days when I am free again, I shall type more!..Ok..Cya!=)

2am...

2005-12-09T02:11:00.000+08:00

Finally change my blogskin again after two months??..Lolx..Anyway decide to use back my previous blogskin as most probably it is easier to change than the other blogskins!=)..Lolx..Wah, it is 2am Liao..zZz..feeling so damn tired and lazy to write further, so maybe next time then write longer!..K..Good night to all!=)

laziness..

2005-12-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

HaloxXx..Actually dun wants to update my blog tonight as firstly, I was feeling too lazy and tired to update my blog!=p..Lolx..While secondly, my mind is worry about something or I shall I say my mind is feeling worry for somebody until cannot think properly on what to write for my blog!=x..Hehe..Anyway since I got nothing to do now, so I decide to force my mind to think and write something on my blog!=)..Haha..

Firstly, let talk about band. .There is no one for the band members to blame except themselves as the attitude that they were showing during the Saturday band practice, was so bad until Mr. Poh just walk off angrily when he was teaching them formation halfway through. And worse of all, after Mr. Poh had left and the band members were being fall out of the formation block, some of the band members could still laugh and jokes with each other while walking out of the field!..Wah lau! What kind of attitude is that!..I dun remember my bunch of band members or the older bunch of band members showing that type of attitude1..So band members, BETTER GO BACK HOME AND REFLECT ABOUT YOUR ATTITUDE!..Hope that there will be a change in their attitude when the alumni and Mr. Poh come back to help in band practices after one week ba!

Wah!..Talking about the R.O.D video, now then I realize I had not been doing it for the whole of last week! And I am still stopping at the beginning of the PAST OF SPRINGFIELD. As firstly, I am having not enough photo for that section as I cannot get or have very little photo of the Springfield Military Band in their events before combining with Ping Yi in June. As secondly, I had been spending most of my time in band, in helping them in their leadership camp!..So now I am waiting for the band members and purdee to send me the photo while also at the same time looking for it myself!..So let hope that I will be able to start doing the PAST OF SPRINGFIELD by next week and also complete by next week too!=)

Haix..Feeling so worry for her now as she had fell a sick!..As firstly, hardly hear d that she got fell a sick since the time I know her..Lolx..And secondly, she says that she feeling so sick until can "die" le..So you see cannot blame me for being so worry!=p..Lolx..Now, just hope that she will recover as soon as possible!..Ok, think I will stop here now!..So everyone out there, do remember to take care, especially her..k!

Fact and Truth!

2005-12-01T08:29:00.000+08:00

Wah!..Had been sleeping quite well for the last two nights!..When I say "I had been sleeping quite well", I mean that I am very tired and I would just close my eyes and sleep on my sofa!..Peaceful right?=)..Lolx..Had not been so "peaceful" for the last few nights as my mind and heart are still "debating" whether I should go and face the fact and truth of a problem..Haix..A problem which I really I wish and hope that I would not need to face it..Haix..Anyway I had made up my mind, I am going to face everything even though I know what will happen and consequence for it!..Think I had made up my mind because I know I will lose her even if I dun go and face the truth and fact, and keep on running away from the truth and fact!.. Ok, let's not talk about this Liao!=)..Tonight going to stay overnight in Springfield as firstly, they having leadership camp there and also because they having night walk tonight. Going to stay overnight because I am going to help out in the night walk!=)..I think I will stop here now!..So cya!

happy

2005-11-29T09:03:00.000+08:00

Wah!...Decided to update my blog now because of the reason I am feeling happy !=)..Lolx..Haven been really happy for the last four days and dun asks me why, because I also dun why, maybe this is known as mood swing!..Lolx..Haha..Anyway firstly, I am happy that I finally finish working for four days at Singapore expo, the SITEX exhibition! Working at there made me feel like I am back to my secondary school band life, the working hours is as long as my band practices but lucky it was more slacking than my band practices lahz if not, I would have been greatly exhausted physically!=p..And later going to for an interview with my friends, farzana, siew li and qi zheng for the job of being a banquet!..We decided to work together as that job because the working time for this job is flexible and this mean we can be able to go for band practices and also go out with our friends and love ones to have fun while also having some money to use!..Lolx..So that the first thing I am feel happy about!=)

Secondly, was because I had finally finish arranging the picture, adding the transition effect, adding the music and the moving the timeline for the picture and music to move in the correct timing for the cover page and the PAST OF PING YI! Actually it was schedule to finish on last Sunday but due to the fact that I am too tired that night, I was unable to finish! So wake up at 2am this morning to finish it up so that later of this week, I will be able to start on the PAST OF SPRINGFIELD!..As I am going to take the photo from Springfield band room computer either today or tomorrow!..Now just hope that I will be able to finish the whole video on time or even better, before time!=)

Thirdly, I am happy that she is finally backed in Singapore!..Wah lau, really miss her during her days when she was not in Singapore!..Almost everyday during my work in Singapore expo, I would think of her if I got free time!=p..Lolx..Dun why like this also, as usually I will not miss her until this badly even if I dun see her for two weeks, but this time never see her message for three day, I am already missing her badly liao!..Think this must because I am getting old Liao!=)..Hehe..Lolx..Just joking lahz! Oh ya, I was also happy that my mind and heart is back to normal! as my heart and mind had been really "tried" and "exhausted" for the last four days and the both of it had been not been "operating" well enough!..Lolx..And worse of all, it makes me feeling like crying but I cannot cry!=(..But after telling out to jing jing ( told her, the whole problem and also reasons) and her (told her my problem only because prefer say out the reasons than typing through sms or msn!=) And if you (her) see this blog, it does not mean that I am hiding something from you, is just that I will tell later on when I see you!..k), and also after having a night of good rest, my mind and heart is finally "recovered" Liao!..Who need to see a doctor to recover!=p..Haha..Lolx..Wah! Finally I am happy that I going to see her again next week!..Really cannot wait for this week to end soon!=)..Hehe..

So I am happy for five things!..Lolx..But there one thing in my mind I had been thinking for the whole of last night, and I still cannot really make up my mind!..I am finally start thinking of this question which in the past I would never ever want to know the answer for it and neither will I go look for the answer!..The question which I was thinking is whether I should turn around now to face the truth and fact and stop running away from it?, or I should continue to live in my "peaceful" life which I having now, and continue to run away from all the truth and fact?..I can't make up my mind because I scare that if I choose to turn around to face the truth and fact, I will lose everything I am having in both mentally and physically when I know the answer to the question, but if I continue to stay as what I having now, I will might eventually lose everything too!. Guess I am being too ironic, but the main problem of making the choice between the two choices is fear of losing everything!..Haix..Anyway got to stop here Liao now!..K..So take care to everyone! Bye!

*Oh yah, She is not the one you all are having in mind*

All about the four days!

2005-11-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

It had been quite a while since I last updated my blog...for the past few days, I had been slacking for most of the time! Other times, I would be either spending my whole day in band helping my junior to improve their playing skill, or I would be hanging out with my friends.Wah, today I am finally going to work! Finally going to have some income for me to spend Liao. Later going to work as a sales promoter at an exhibition in Singapore expo and I am going to work there for the next four days!...haix...but the bad thing about it is that I am going to miss this coming Saturday band practice!=(...so on Monday when I go for band practice, I better work doubly hard to help my junior!...So those people who read my blog, remember to come and support me at the Singapore expo hall 5! And it will be even better if you buy something from me!=x..Lolx...jus joking only!

Oh ya, recently I am also busy doing the R.O.D video for the TITANS band recognition ceremony 2005 which will be some where in the late December. I had been doing the video thing for the past two years liao and this year is my consecutive third year doing it liao!( this remind me that I am getting older liao=( ). Ok, so I had finish doing the cover page for the video, and also arranging the picture for the ping yi band. Hoping to be able to finish getting the music and effect to the video for the cover page and ping yi photo by this week, so that next week I will be able start on Springfield side liao!...so for the next four days, when I come back from work, I am going to do the video!

Haix...think I am going to miss this person for the next three days as I am already missing her now liao!=x...And when you miss someone, the pain sometime will be unbearable that it will make a person go into a depression mood!=p..haha..just joking la...dun know how to explain and say, you must go and experience yourself one cause it cannot be described in words!=)...and also due to fact that she will not be in Singapore for the next three days!!!..lolx..haha...ok la,so just hope that these three days will pass faster!..ok..got to stop here now, need to go and prepare to go out and work liao!=)...bye!

Wat is "o" level???

2005-11-19T18:35:00.000+08:00

Wah!!!..O-level is finally over after spending 4 years study it..Lolx..Hence this shall mark the end of my secondary school life!=).. Since O-level is over, I dun feel talking about it already, so sorry about that!..Lolx..Haha..zZz..Damn tired now. Think going to stop writing here..So good nitx to all!

Finally 16 year old liao..

2005-10-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

Wah! It had been almost 3 week since I last update my blog! =p..Anyway since tonight I am quite free so decide to update now. Another reason was because after tonight, I am going to stop using my computer until after my O-level end, as got to study hard now for o-level which is coming in a few days(for practical) and about two weeks for the papers..Hence I decide to make a last blog before I stop!=p

Arh!..I am finally 16 year old today!=p..And I must thank the trombone section for giving me such a big and beautiful birthday card!, my two wonderful juniors, Cheryl and Evelyn for their present and card(plus also Carmen for the card!), my good friend, jing jing and her boyfriend, and also charmaine for their present!, also thank to all my friends, juniors, seniors and my family member for wishing happy birthday!=p..Last but not least, I really must thank this person who is very special to me!=p..For giving me such a wonderful and memorable 'be early' birthday celebration!=p..And also for your present which I love and treasure the most out of all the presents!=p..Lolx..Haha..

Oh ya, I also went for the band practice as today was the band first practice after their final year exam!=p..Overally, I feel that the lower brass did improve a little bit, but still not at their peak yet!..So hope that they would continue to strive harder to be better and live up to their motto, ' Making the Impossible Possible' ..Lolx..Haha..

Now!..I am going stop here now!..See all you after my o-level end! And also good those to all the people taking their o-level exam!..Kkz..take care!..Bye!=p

Successfully change my blogskin!

2005-10-05T10:08:00.000+08:00

HaloxXx...Finally successfully change the skin of my blog after spending two hours doing it!...actually, had the thought of changing my blogskin a few weeks ago but due to the prelim exam which cause me to use up most of my time studying, hence I was like kinda unable to change the skin!=p...lolx...so decide to change it today since i am free in the afternoon!...oh ya,Talking about the prelim exam, I had finally finish it about four days ago, and by today, I had get back most of my results!..From what I see from my results, I feel that I had improve in a few of my subjects like physics, e-maths and etc.
So I better study even harder for my O-level exam if I want to get even better results!=p..Wa, feeling damn hungry and tired now..think I will stop here now and get some rest as I am going to study later!=p..so take care everyone!...bye!

What is happening to me?

2005-09-16T14:52:00.000+08:00

Wa! My school prelim exams have started! In the last two days and today, I had done my chemistry and physics practical, e-maths paper1 and social studies. Lets talk about the chemistry and physics which I cocked up in the whole experiment! For example, I was unable to get any reaction for my chemistry experiment, and I plotted the wrong graphs for my physics practical exam..haiyo, this time sure die liao la!..no wonder, people says that prelim is the time when the teachers will set papers that are meant to kill the student!=x..nevertheless, I still wish and pray that I will pass my physics practical exam as if I dun pass the physics practical exam, life for me after prelim will be very terrible!=x..lolx..haha..ya, today had my e-maths paper1 which I feel it was quite easy to a certain extend and do hope that my marks will reflect on what I am feeling!=p..also had my social studies paper which I regretted that I was unable to complete as I had study till 3am in the previous night for it!..haix..hope that this does not happen in other exam papers again!=p

So after my exam, I went to help the band during their practice. And at the end of the practice, my instructor, Mr. poh, told me that I was getting less efficient in helping the trombone section, and the trumpet section was becoming better!..what is happening to me?=(..I still remember during the indoor practices last few months ago, the lower brass was one of the weakest sections in the band always getting scolding from Mr. poh. And during that time, the woodwinds were one of the strongest sections in the band. Finally, the lower brass decided to put an end to all this things, and with their hard works and unity, they manage to overcome the woodwinds and become one of the strongest sections in the band!..

-: Lower Brass 2004 -2005:-

but it is all a past glory..now, the trombone and euphonium sections are facing the same problem again!..haix..i better be more efficient if I want to help the trombone and euphonium sections to become better and get back to where they are in the past!..so having sectional with the trombone and euphonium sections this coming Saturday!..hope that they would learn and gain something new and useful!=p

zZz..feeling tired liao now, must be due to last night lack of sleep!=p..ok, got to go and get some sleep, and get ready for my English prelim exam papers tomorrow!..Good night!=p

Prelim exam coming in 4 days!..concentrate!=p

2005-09-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

YoxXx..Its seem like I had not update my blog for quite long, even though it just 2 weeks since my last update!=p..lolx..haha..Wa! Today I finally manage to really revise for my prelim exam, which like 4 days from now!..i did some revision on my e-maths by doing the G.C.E o-level November 2004 paper..and manage to finish the paper 1!=p..lolx..personally, I feel that paper was a little bit hard la=p..but still can manage to do 60% of it!..quite an achievement for me!=p..lolx..haha

Since in the morning I had already done some revision, I went to ping yi secondary school to help the band in their band practices!=p..when walking to ping yi and when I am in ping yi, the memories of all the practices in band, the hardships I had gone through and of course, also the fun time I had, when the band was preparing for the SYF 2004 display band central judging competition and Singapore youth festival opening ceremony 2004, seem to come back to me!..really misses those times when I was marching in the field, getting scolding from Mr. poh (even though dun really like it la=p..lolx) and the running on the field!=p..in the end, e whole practice in ping yi turned out to be much more better than in Springfield!..hope that they can continue to improve!=p..

Wah ,when I see the “dog”, it makes me think of U!=p..hehe.makes me wish that prelim will end faster, and o-level will also end faster!..lolx..haha..but now, I must give at least 95% or all of my concentration on studying for both prelim and o-level exam in order to get better results!..haha..ok,feeling tried now liao..need to go to sleep liao! So good nitx to all and also GOOD LUCK for all who taking their prelim papers soon!=p..buai!

more white hairs!

2005-08-19T14:20:00.000+08:00

YoxXx..Its had been one week ago since I last updated!..Had been quite a “good” boy last few days as I had been really studying due to the reasons that last few days were full of either mock exam or test! Monday, I got a-maths mock exam paper 1, Tuesday, got physics mock exam paper 1 and today, I got e-maths and a-maths tests!..Haix..Almost tired me out plus having a slight flu these two days!..Wah, damn suan sia!=p..Lolx..Haha..And tomorrow I got a-maths mock exam paper 2, Saturday got chemistry mock exam paper 1, next Monday got e-maths mock exam paper1 etc..Wah, no wonder I got more and more “white hairs” nowadays.(the last time I experience these was when I was teaching my junior in the band!=p..Lolx)..But its will all be worth it if I want to get good results in my o-level and my prelim exam which are getting closer and closer!=p

These few days I notice that I had been going home quite early, and this make me feel that something is missing!..Was it because there is no band practice?..Haix..Actually misses going to band practices to help the band and the junior too since the day they stopped their practices due to the common test..And of course, I will always be missing the lower brass section!=p..Lolx..Haha..Ok, the slight headache of mine is coming back liao..need to go sleep now while hope for the next week would come faster!=p..good nites!

All the study stress is coming liao!

2005-08-11T07:07:00.000+08:00

Haix..Actually dun intend to update my blog today as I was feeling so damn tired now, and cannot wait to immediately jump into my bed to take a nap!..lolx..but all thank to someone who says I had not been updating my blog for almost 100 years(lolx..no offence horx!=p), I decide to update my blog!=p..lolx..haha..anyway thank to that person for reminding me!=p..

Wah!..its already August, and two more months to my o-level exmination, so I better start my revision now if I dun want to end up getting lousy results!..lolx..so this morning I started my revisions by finishing one of my physics past years prelim papers!. and maybe later, I am going to do some maths and plus go practices my oral speaking as tomorrow I going to have O-level English oral examination!..so better wish me some luck!=p..lolx..haha, one more thing that make me feel a worry now is the releases of O-level Chinese results..and my Chinese teacher say the result will come out soon after national day..haix,hope that I will not did badly for it!..lolx..ok! I cannot stand it liao, need to sleep now liao!..so to all those sec 4 and 5 who going to take O-level Chinese result soon, GOOD LUCK to u!=p

Wake up lahX!

2005-08-04T19:13:00.000+08:00

Wah! Finally has the time to write my blog!Haha..This had been quite a while since I last wrote my blog!..Today, I finally had a chance to play music with the band!..It had been really quite a long while since I was able to combine with the band, and play music with my junior and also with the lower brass!..and I notice that my tongue can hardly tongue a note properly! Must be I too long never buzz my mouthpiece liao! So I better practice hard again now if I want to put up a good performance during my school national day parade!..lolx..haha..actually It should be quite happy for me but yet I did not as I can’t feel the spirit that was with the band before I step down and when I am in the band..and today the band got scolding from Mr. poh for not being able to play the NDP songs properly and some of them haven’t even memories their scores!.. haix..can see that Mr. poh was really disappointed..haix..really don’t know what really going happen to the band if they continue these ways.. really hope that the band will not become like Venice(if you want to know what happen to Venice, you can check on sec 4 social studies textbook)..hope that they really wake up soon!..haix..actually I got another goal in the band which was to help my junior lower brass member to improve in both their marching and music, and hope that they would be able to pass the promotion tests in September ..and if possible, I would also like to help the other sections!=p..lolx..haha..ok, feel very tired now as partly I was unable to get a proper sleep in the past few days..think got to sleep now! So good nitx! Buai! =p

What wrong their attitude?

2005-06-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

Wah! It had been months since I last updated my blog!..Haha..Finish my mid-year exam a few weeks ago!..Even though my result had not done as well as expected but at least, I got show some improvement, even my form teacher agrees with me!..haiz, today have remedial class again and worse it started with my “favourite” teacher lesson, Mrs. Cheoh. during her lesson, she treated the whole class like buffalo..haha..wonder why she likes buffalo so much?..haha..then after that I had another two boring lesson which are Math’s and English. In these two lessons, I nearly fall a sleep man!..haha..
In the afternoon, I had lower brass practice which at first I thought will brighten up my day at last! But in the end, instead of brightening up my day, it made me feel more sad, tired and disappointed!..haiz, today lower brass sectional nearly made me feel like giving up on the section, but always there will be my good band friend, syafiq, who will be there to tell me, “don’t ever give up on your section cause if you ever give up on your section then it will really be hopeless for them!” and when I hear finish his words, I will feel that I should not give up on the lower brass!..haha..Back to what happen to the lower brass today. The lower brass today suppose to start their sectional at 1pm, but by the time 1pm, only two or three member get ready to go for sectional. Where the other people? I waited for another 15 to 30 mins, after that a few members take their own sweet time to walk to the section ,and their excuse were that they went for lunch, they need to polish their instrument and worse of all, some of them stayed in the band room and chat with each other!..what type of attitude is this! Do they ever dare to go late for normal band practices? Don’t tell me it is just a sectional and that why you can be late. A section sectional is set up for the section members to improve on their skills and it is not set up for me!..And why should they polish their instrument now, when later after they practice, the instrument will be dirty again! why can’t they polish it after the sectional! And like what I say, worse of all, sit down in the band and chat with each other while the rest of section members stand in the hot sun and wait for them! How can they ever be so selfish?..haiz, something like this already made me feel angry enough..then another thing happen, During the sectional, they keep on complain that it was hot and tiring. And in the end, some sectional leader come and tell me that they want to polish their instruments as most of their section member are too tired to march and practice on some more!..like what I say, do they ever dare to say that they are too tired to practice on or too tired to march during normal band practices? And they rather choose to polish their instrument than to practice their skill which they think is good enough! No one in this world will be good if they ever stop improving and stop practicing, and that goes to music skills too!..even if after polish finish your instrument, and it is as shinning as a brand new one, but can it help you in improving your music skills? Having a shinning instrument while your playing skills is not good, it won’t help you with anything!..haiz, what’s wrong with the lower brass attitude? Why can’t they get back the “hardworking” and “never say tired” attitude, they had during the last indoor competition? And why can’t they get back their UNITY?..overall, what wrong with their ATTITUDE?..haiz, maybe they getting too good for me to teach and handle them liao..haiz..for now, I just continue to help them as much as I can, while also hope that they would reflect on themselves and change away their present attitude, and get back their formal attitude!..
Wah, these few days never chat and sms her, make me miss her a lot A LOT man! But never the less, I must also concentrate on my studies as o-level is getting nearer and nearer!..kkz, think I had write enough for tonight, need to go and sleep now!=p..bubbye!

Exam coming liao! Concentrate!xp

2005-04-30T14:00:00.001+08:00

Wah!.. Four more day to my first mid-year exam paper which is English (if I not wrong)..Even though exam seem to get closer and closer day by day, but the only subject I study out of my seven subject was physics!..hahaXx..maybe because I want to prove to my physics teacher, Mrs. cheoh, that I not one who always pull down the class result in PHYSICS!..hahaXx..actually, all the seven subjects are important to me if I want to study junior college! And this year mid-year, I aiming to get below 25 point for my L1R5 as usually I will get about 30 to 40 points. So this time I must prove to myself that I can do it!..Wah! damn tired now..need to sleep now! Bubbye!=p

2005-04-30T14:00:00.000+08:00

time really passes very fast...haiz...

2005-04-14T11:50:00.000+08:00

Wah! SYF was finally over…even though we maintain our silver award and did not able to get a gold award, we did not regret as we had put in our best!...hahaXxX..haiz..surely do feel a little bit sad as it was my last year in band and this was my last chance of getting a gold award for indoor competition. Also this was my first time tasting the taste of defeat after all this years in the band..hahaXxX..but like what our teacher-in-charge, miss Sharon Tan say, we should not feel down and lousy just because of five person comments on us!...Yeah! even if I could not get the gold award, my junior still can get it, so should not feel so sad!=p…hahaXxX..
Haiz..time really passes very fast! Still remember two ago when my senior, Qin Qing, leaves the band and also last year my big sister, Geraldine, graduate from the school. And now, it’s my turn to leave this band…haiz..really starts to miss all the things I did in band last time and also the times I spend in band, example: going to Thailand etc. Still remember when I was in sec 2 and sec3, I would always be asking why there are so many band practices but now instead, I was asking why must I step down from band so fast?...hahaXxX..Kkz, my advice for my juniors work hard for everything you do! So that even if you fail in doing something, you won’t feel sad as you had put in your best!=p…kkz…
This few days I was thinking what my big sister has once ask me and until now, I still can’t really get an answer for it. She asked me.” Why should you treasure someone who doesn’t treasure you?”…haiz…this question set me into deep thinking while also cause some confusion for me…haiz…hope that I would find a answer for it some day…hahaXxX..Kkz, I think I would stop here now! Can’t wait for this coming weekend band chalet!...hahaXxX..Kkz…nitx nitx!=p

5 more practices!

2005-04-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since I updated…another five more practices before I officially step down from Springfield Military Band…haiz…sure going to miss the Brass Section! The lower brass! “My” bass trombone, my two “wonderful” and “talented” junior who I had taught since sec 1,jack and Ming Zhen and of course somebody…heheXxX…oh my god, I sound as if today I going to left the band…hahaXxX…anyway just have a rough ideal of I going to feel when I’m step down!
Ya, another 5 more practices before the SYF competition and this time we are aiming to get a gold medal! But the band today did not sound as good as expected, especially the horn and tuba. Don’t actually know why they did so badly today but really hope that tomorrow they will do better and get better then last practice every time! And this goes to the whole brass section not only them! Kkz…Come on brass section, it just another five practice before we reaches SYF 2005 indoor competition! Let put in all our finally effort and hard work for it! Listen and feel together as one brass section and as one Springfield band, and strive together for the gold medal! =p…Kkz…got to stop here now, need to go and sleep Liao! HeheXxX…nitx nitx!

Last year liao!

2005-03-03T13:33:00.000+08:00

Finally come back to blog again after so many months! =p...During the past few months, really happen a lot of things and I experience a lot of feeling for example: happy, confuse n etc...But what happen in the past already passes, so let not talk about it Liao...
Let talk about something which happen just recently, let start with my studies…I had just complete my common test and I did pretty bad for this time…I got E8 for my both pure science paper, and the most funny thing is that I manage to pass my A-math but I fail my E-math…oh my god, what happening to me, last year is that I fail my A-math, now is the opposite…haiz…another miracle is that I manage to pass my Social Studies when my whole paper is full of nonsense!...what liao pity my good friend who also wrote nonsense but get only 2 mark…haiz…now, out of my 7 paper I left only with English liao...damn worry about it, as if you fail your English then it is “game over” for you…hahaXxX…no choice but to wait and see tomorrow…
Kkz…very tired Liao…I will stop here then...bb!

CaN cLoSe Ur Eye ChAnGe ThIngS?...

2004-11-12T15:03:00.000+08:00

WoW!..Today was such a wonderful and exciting day! Wake up quite early this morning, and after having breakfast with my family, my auntie’s family and my grandmother, we went to the “red hill”, to go and see the 8-storey “rocking” brigde!..heheXxX..I must admit that I quite afraid of high, so when I went on the bridge, I was kind of scare but as time passes by, I began to get use to it!..hahaZzZ..So when the whole “excursion” ends, my foot was kind of “soft”!..hahaZzZ..partly because I walked too much!=p..and later in the day, I was walking down the shops of the market, I saw the Spiderman 2 VCD!..Dont know why, I went to buy the VCD immediately!..hahaZzZ..when I reach home, I immediately went to watch it!.. I must admit it is a good show!=p
Haiz..i think I will become “khairul Nos.2”..No offence. she finally admits that she prefers a person but she don’t like that person!. What does this mean?..hahaZzZ..then I ask her whether she mind if I become like the way khairul that time “woo” someone..and she says she doesn’t mind but she also says I will soon or later like someone else..will I be like that?..maybe in the past but not for this time!=p..And I promise I will like and woo her to the end unless something happen (for example: Got a stead..)..hahaZzZ..Actually, last night I was thinking that whether if I close and sleep, and don’t care what happen, and everything will be ok!..hahaZzZ..don’t worry I won’t be like that..A promise is a promise...so I will not break it!=p..hahaZzZ!
Tomorrow is the last day for my school bridging progamme!..feel quite happy!..hahaZzZ..later going to watch the “three what kingdom” show!=p..but I also must sleep early as tomorrow needs to wake up early!..and also going to band late because of bridging again!=p..Thai trip coming!..feeling very excited and happy while also quite worry for my bass trombone!..hahaZzZ..kkz..i will stop here, got to go and watch TV now!..bye!=p

Holiday...

2004-10-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

Today actually in the morning don’t feel like going to school one but no choice because in the afternoon got band and I don’t want get caught by teacher for not going to school but goes for band…then I will get myself in trouble with teacher, band and also my conduct…heheXxX…I know it’s sound lame but it’s true…firstly you get scolding from both band and teacher then you a “average” for your conduct and I don’t want that because I always had a conduct as “good” …heheXxX=p…so I don’t want to spoil my records!=p…then in school was worst…I goes there in high spirit but in the end I come out in low and tired spirit…and the reason was not because teacher teach until very boring but because there no teacher to teach and also nothing to do!=p…now then I understand how the system in old times jail worked!...heheXxX…after that I had half an hour break before I had band practice…
Then today actually wan to ask her something but in the I couldn’t open my mouth…Haiz…maybe because I think the time with her now will be better than after I tell her something…heheXxX…but my friends got other thinking…they think that they will tell the person what they think about that person…so they will have more peacefully mind…heheXxX…maybe I could try that also...hahaZzZ…I consider first!=p…but to think of it, she is also very strange…in the sense that I hardly predict what she is thinking or saying either do other can predict…heheXxX…who know maybe because she is strange then I will fall for her…heheXxX=p…
In band, don’t know why I feel like very weak in the sense of energy…maybe I never eat for lunch…heheXxX…now then I know what my Muslim’s friend feel!=p…heheXxX…then during combine, Mr. Poh bought the mute for the trombone section…and my one was for the bass trombone and it was so big until some of the band friend was laugh that it look like a “urine cup”….heheXxX…but don’t care what they say…hahaZzZ…kk…think I will end here!=p…got to go and watch TV!...heheXxX…tc…bb!

Confuse!=p

2004-10-26T11:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz…the last whole week begin with a clear and happy start...but so the day goes down, everything seen to be getting me confuse and also bother with…let start with the begin of last week, on the Tuesday it was my birthday and have quite a lot of fun. And for the first time, my good friends khairul, Qi Zheng and also a sec 1 junior, Jun Xiang bought a present for me!...thank a lot guy! =p…and also the next it was my good friend while also my conductor, Mr. Poh birthday, and I shared with my friends to buy him a present which I think is the same as his last year one…HeheXxX…sorry lah!=p…I bought already then realise…And for the next three day I was so worry whether I would promote or retrain…hardly have a good sleep man…then whenever ask my EL or form teacher, they very funny one…they will walk far far then tell me I got “pass” my English…what liao… “cher” lucky I don’t have a weak heart or else I would have faint…heheXxX…then when at week end I thought I would have finally a good sleep but I was wrong again! =p…At Saturday night I had a family dinner and wrote a excuse sheet to leave early but in the end, band ended later then my leave form time by 20min and I did not go home straight but instead I wait in school until 5.35 before I goes for some reasons. Then Mr. Poh got angry (if I not wrong) for having to write a fake excuse sheet…and I think he still angry with me now…and for that I should not have a good night sleep for Sunday! Haiz…cannot blame anyone but myself…I know it my fault to write the excuse and did leave at time ever when band ended...and for that I’m very sorry, Mr. Poh… hope u forgive me=p…I learn my lesson and ensure I will do it again!
For another thing which make me don’t know whether want to laugh or cry is that what she say make me confuse whether it real or joking man…Haiz…girl, again lucky I don’t had a weak heart…heheXxX=p…first she say got a stead which I thought it was real then she suddenly say she was joking…then again she say got a stead but in the end again she say she was just lying!...oh my god!...lucky I was not that emotional ,all else I really must “cry” then suck in the “tear” then “cry” again and in the end withdraw the “tear” again!...heheXxX…but actually I still not sure if she know that I like her a not…Haiz…I think better wait for my “confusion” to end first then I think!...hahaZzZ=p…
Yes today! I think it was one of the day I could relax a little…my form teacher told the whole class that we all promote to sec 4 except for 4 students…but they also have chance to promote as the school will give then a “retest” for them to get mark to cover their subject and enable them to promote to sec 4…so good luck to them!...Ever though I make it to sec4, I still could not escape the meet the parent session…Haiz…don’t what the teacher going to say again!...hope they take less and give me my report book fast as they talk for quite long for the mid year meet the parent session!...then if I not wrong also on that very day…I had the Band exchange program and also physics mock exam!...Haiz…it a busy day after all!=p…heheXxX…kk…I think I will end here now!=p…hope after tonight good night…and tml everything will return back to normal!...heheXxX…c u!

Saturday!!!

2004-10-09T14:32:00.000+08:00

Saturday is the best day for everything…like sleeping and watching TV…heheXxX…but thank to my little brother, that clever guy early in the morning, 7am, when I dreaming that I going to get back my exam paper, and this where he came and wake me…Haiz…never got a chance to see the marks!...heheXxX…cannot blame me for dreaming about the marks, late week and the coming week are fully packed with examination, and so more heard that the second class did quite badly for their E-math paper 1…Haiz…this added to my worried…and sure I will also worry and think of my marks lah!....hahaZzZ…as I say in the previous blog, this exam is VERY important to me!=p…
Last week, my mouth’s bone keep on giving out sound whenever I open and close the mouth but of course I can hear the sound only…then my mum bought me go and see a doctor and guess what the doctor say… “I think your mouth there got a little loose, and I need to send you to the dentist to check”…HUH! …Did you say that my mouth got a little loose…you must be kidding! =p…so this coming Wednesday, I going for a “date” with the dentist…heheXxX…don’t know the dentist will do…hahaZzZ…then last night, my family went out to KFC to celebrate my little brother birthday, and when I was enjoy the chicken half way…my little brother again spoil my appetite by telling me… “Brother, why your chicken got so many blood?”…haiz..Please lah my little brother, what wrong with you!...hahaZzZ….
Sia lah…during this exam period…really miss her loh…every time is either see her but never talk or talk but never see her…sometime I wonder whether when I could be able to see and talk to her…sometime I also wonder whether if she know that I like her and miss her a lot loh…Haiz…still got four more day before exam end…better concentrate on the exam first…
Tomorrow morning, again at 6am, I need to wake up and go out with my parent to the temple to pray…Haiz…when I can have a good sleep…heheXxX…Yes!...still got ten more day before I become 15 year old…hahaZzZ…can’t wait for that day…heheXxX…kk…think I will stop here now, got to go study my physics now…or else the “cho” going to give me face see again…hahaZzZ…bye!

Exam comin!..better studies!=p

2004-10-03T06:38:00.000+08:00

Wow it look like a decade since I last update my blog…heheXxX…yesterday had my EL final year paper…Haiz…don’t know how to say…when I do the paper, it seen very easy…but when the moment I finish the paper I begin to feel uneasy, begin to afraid to fail!!! U must know if I fail the EL paper , it will be THE END for me…hahahaZzZ…but nvm…I got 69.9% confidence of passing…hahaZzZ…now better concentrate my mind on other subject…
Haiz…I once ask my “big sis” Geraldine…if I one day girl X to be my stead,what will happen to me…and guess what she say…”I not U, how would I know…" Nvm…it is her usual self of answering question…then she told me “U still have JC. Poly, University and so on and so fore, why so fast think of that”…but to think of it…she is also rite…Haiz…better concentrate on my studies first…then later after final year exam then have other decision…hahaZzZ….
This final exam is the second exam in my life which I had so many pressure since my PSLE…hahaZzZ…this final exam, I got pressure from my parent as well as the band…my parent side: they want me to score better or else I will have hard time at home {like nagging at me} n also at Thailand trip…hahaZzZ…And the band side, Mr. Poh say all the committee MUST ONLY fail one subject…or else he/she will be sack from the committee…and also the L1R5 must score 20 or lesser…or else u will be under provision…but to say true fully, all the study is for my future and I must study hard even without pressure from my parent and Band…and also I don’t want to end up like my cousin…so better study hard for the rest of my exam! Kk..got to go out now…heheXxX..bb…

"stress letting out session"....

2004-08-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

This morning wake quite early to update my blog…common test is coming!!!…it on the coming Saturday…Haiyo…better prepare for the test as I don’t wan to retain…hehehex=p…and due to that, band need to be stop for us to study or else parent will start nagging and complaining…parent is parent, almost all of a same kind!...oop! Better let my parent see this…hehehex=p…
Yesterday was quite a day, morning go for stock check…and found one of the euphonium mouthpiece was missing and one of the euphonium spoil…later when we about to go for lunch break…I got 20 push-up for putting too much euphonium in the band room…but in the end we had to move the other instrument to the store room…after the lunch break, we had a committee meeting for discussing a lot of stuff after the band resume…guess what it lasted 1 ½ hours! Sit until my butt pain…even my “boss”, Mr. Poh also got headache…but lucky it was not boring as there fun and laughter the meeting…and after the committee meeting, we got the section leader meeting and there goes everyone sitting again for another 1 ½ hour…this is where I got a news which make me at least bring the mouthpiece to practice…hahahaz=p…after every meeting ended. This is where Mr. Poh goes “crazy”, he say he want to release stress so he keep on hitting the drum set hard and loud…then after that more people join in to “stress letting out session”,…Haiyo…by the time we went out of the band room…everyone was almost “deaf”…
Don’t why every think when I was about to discard this “thing”, and look at it, it give me a feeling not to discard “it” as it still as good as before…maybe khairul and Geraldine will know what I mean because don’t know why they seen to be able to read my mind…hehehex=p…
Later in the afternoon going to the beach for picnic...hope it will be a nice one…think I better go sleep a little while more..hehex…so good bye!

parade and parade

2004-08-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

Yo! Still having a ban on using computer…but nvm…I still secretly use it for a while to update this blog…this few days or maybe weeks…Haiyo, must have lost counts of the days…hahahaz…very busy with the band practices nowadays…just finish the speech day performance…not one performance but three…can you imagine it…but overall we manage to complete the performance with a big praise from our instructor…hahahaz…and having a little rewards like a small ghost story…which was about Mr. Poh leadership camp, about one boy and one girl …better not talk about it now…still giving me the eerie feelings…hahahaz…while waiting for our turn to performance at the hall…we will also “entertain” by asst. Band major with a story too!...but this one was about the old band room we used to have but it demolish already…and it also tell you why a “died people” song was disallow to play in the band…hahahaz….but overall the days was full of fun, joy ,and laughter!
Today, after a Saturday of no band, we prepare for another performance for the national day… the last parade GOH was the boy Bridger and this time was the NPCC…when it ever be the BAND!...hahahaha….we repeat almost the same songs and process as the last one but this we add the nation song…to tell you a true…I almost forget all the marches…Haiyo…and having my senior down there saying “SL, already still cannot the songs!”…sorry about that senior…then after the parade, we have a mini rehearsal for the parade…and one of the horn senior suggest that maybe we should “spin” the eupho. Up…hahahaz…then after that we end the day!

fast man...

2004-07-11T14:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday band practice was one of the “fastest” since I had my practices in Springfield…my “fastest” did not mean early dismiss but time pass very fast without knowing…I think maybe we playing the songs until too “in” to the song…hahahaz…the song we play yesterday, was folklore, Alvamar overture, invicti, Prince of Egypt, and other songs {Haiyo…this songs must really go practice, cannot let my senior down…hehex}..And “worst” of all, my conductor took always one of my favorite songs, the rock and roll hall of fame, man….but never mind, other songs also nice….
Yesterday was the day I broke my record of not being late for the band practice in Springfield man …to all happen when I fail to meet up with my friend,khairul…I think I better be careful on sat….hahahaz.
I will stop here now ….got to go….bye!

a"exciting" day man....

2004-07-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

Today don’t what happen…from beginning of school still now…everyday sure got a little bit of headache…don’t know why…maybe like what my mother say, “to long never use your brain already”…hope this headaches quickly get well…
Today, school was full of “excitement” man…first two Chinese periods, we are purpose to have a test…and when we are all ready and nervous…guess what the teacher say… “Oh, sorry class, I yesterday too busy and forget to bring your class test paper, so we have the test tomorrow.”…oh nvm …that was ok…but after that the a-maths lesson was even better…my maths teacher was telling us that she was going to give the A-maths paper…but a long while of waiting with the accompany of stomach “growling” and mind “swimming” in my head…and at least what did she say… “Class, I think it recess already, I will give the paper tomorrow”…oh my god…not again…what Liao…so after that was recess, when coming back from recess, I then found I was late for my physics lesson…late for her lesson for one minute is equal to one hour detention man…so I rather rush back then going for detention…lucky I make it in time.
Finally after school end…but it not the end for me…I need to rushed to my physics lesson…Haiyo…still missing the ping yi frenz man...haiz..my lesson really end at 2.25pm…still missing the ping yi frenz man...haiz..I think I will end here…got to go to sleep now…bye!

nice dae...

2004-06-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today is one of the best days I think so far….early in the morning; I spend my wonderful morning with my “favorite” teacher, Miss. Low…as our literature teacher was on MC…and she doing a kind deed by taking…the whole lesson she was asking “nice” questions like “do you all like literature”, “are you all force into taking literature”, and other… and after one period, she went off as she got another class to teach…and another teacher came in and ask us to do our things…I think I must really thank that teacher …if without her I would be able to complete my two composition in that period…one PERIOD…you know…I broke my own records in writing so many composition at such and short time…
After recess…again I meet the “favorite” teacher again…for another two more periods…Haiyo…one day see her for three periods…then after that we had our CME lessons, which we talk about laws and orders of Singapore like the highest laws of Singapore is the “constitution”…
Ok let talk about her for just a little while…sometime I wonder if she still think that I like her as ther rumours about it...haiyo ...as this thing all depend on fate... so no rush on it...hehehex...
After school, I went to the band room to take the uniform for tomorrow Moe rehearsal…when I went in there, my conductor, Mr. Poh, told me that he had brought the bass trombone for me…thank Mr. Poh! Now let hope that the bass trombone will be able to arrive in time for me to use for the opening ceremony of the SYF 2004, before I return to the euphonium section…hehehex…then we went to again to old eating place to have our lunch, of course, the sumo house to eat…after that we went to ping yi for our daily practices…when we heard the hard work of the sideline percussion…then I went for my sectional…when one of the juniors ask why so hurry today? Please lah juniors, it 4.10 pm already…Monday, we start at 3.30pm…you know…so it not that I rushing you…the whole day end quite peacefully and happily…hahahahax…I think I will stop here! Don’t say I didn’t update!...good nite!ike her as there rumor about it…as it had been along time since ages I talk to her…Haiyo…but this things is all matter in fate…so there no rush about…hehehex...

2004-06-23T10:36:00.000+08:00

Today, I woke up quite early to update my blog…as it seen that I hadn’t been touching on the blog for a long time…so today, I will try to write more…
Monday, purpose to be able to wake up 11 plus…but too bad I need to wake up at 9 to attend the racial harmony rehearsal…at there; I receive my morning PT which consists of 10 rounds in the parade square for not memorizing my score…but luckily it was at Springfield not at ping yi’s field…at there, we taken by not a bigger and experience person, but a person who are same age as me…and not really experience…I don’t mind someone who are the same age as me …as maybe he/she can teach you something…but he was not really experience…he asked us to do about three or four times then settle everything and end the rehearsal … later in the afternoon, we went to national stadium for another rehearsal but this time it was for the SYF opening ceremony…before we go there, our conductor told us to hold our head up…hahahaz..And I think that we really did…judging by the schools there, we are not the worst yet! The whole thing end and the next rehearsal were on Thursday!
Haiyo…don’t why every time I walk pass her, I will have the feeling to look at her for a while…but for most of the time, I did look at her for a while before I change my view…Haiyo…is everyone feel like that when they are in the same position as me?
Tuesday, another day of the racial harmony rehearsal…same things but this time we got some “nice comments” from one of the teachers-in-charge…like “the band member the face very black”… “Why the band already gets ready you’ll haven get ready?”…but never mind we do not give a damn to this kind of comments…hahahaz…after that we rushed back to ping yi for our band practices…in the band practice…my conductor told me that I finally do something correct at least!…what liao…but never mind I use to it…hahahaha…I think I will stop here…got lot of homework to do!

Is this English readable...

2004-06-06T07:43:00.000+08:00

It had been one weeks since I wrote my last blog…so this morning, I woke up at about 7 to update my blog or else it going to have nothing much to see…so when I log in my MSN…and to my surprise…I was not the earlier…Shane & Mr. Poh were already online…and some more, Mr. Poh has finish up his later blog at 1.02am…AM!!!...That time if I not wrong…I was still in my dreamland…hahahaz…Mr. Poh…better sleep more or else in the future when you go for army, I think won’t get to sleep much…hahahaz…but to be true full…newspaper say that you will get old easily if u don’t get sleep…can’t imagine what will you be like when u get old….hahahaz…let talk myself…
Yesterday and Thursday band training was two of the “best” training in my sec3 year…Thursday, we got to do 5 rounds in the field, 10 rounds in the parade square and for “desert”…we got 40 push-up…and after all that “nice food”, I lost about 2 kg…hahahaz…so I think if those fat people come and join band…I’m sure that they will has a wonderful result…hahahaz…but to be true full…I think we deserve it …as most of us were not putting our best but playing a full…and I think that day was one of the “best” out of the two band practices since last year indoor…even though it better that 365 rounds…don’t u think so…yesterday, band practices was also one of the best…during sectional marching yesterday…the lower brass section ‘s member and I saw that every section…were running…and part of us was waiting for him to asked us to go to run…but to our surprise…instead of running…he praised us…can you imagine hearing him say “lower brass, very good”…the lower brass section and I better work harder if we want to continue to hear such nice comments…hahahaz….in the afternoon, another happy thing happened…I got to play “Paul Anka In Concert” with euphonium…that time really bring back memory of last year…and I felt that how come I run almost every practices with a min. 10 rounds per day…over a part of that song …to think of it I still wondering…may be I too “stupid” that time…hahahaz…
Haiyo…don’t what happen to “her”…after band keep on say “I lost everything”…Ya maybe because of her hand phone….she like that will make people worry for her…just hope that she will be alright…
After band, I again got assault by Mr. Poh…hahahaz…later I went with my friends/juniors, Jack, Wei Xiang, Jermain, Yong Zhen…don’t know why…after they all got off the bus…my mind suddenly went blank…in the cent of don’t know what to do next…that time I decided to do what people say in Chinese “walk one step, and think one step”…hahahaz…must be getting old these day…hahahaz…but lucky after one day of sleep…this morning…I feel back to my good & old self again…maybe yesterday too exhausted…hahahaz…but It worth it…kkk…got to stop here…now…bye!

sorri again to someone again.....n pls it rumour....

2004-05-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

Sorri to her{U noe who u r}…for makin her so kind of “angry”…n irritatin…u c…so sorri abt tt…I tink there wun b another time…I hope so…oop…tis is the second blog …I apologize to another person…but dun worri…tis will b the last “apologize” blog u c…haiyo…dun noe nowdae keep on like tis…nvm…let tok abt other ting….
Mr poh…may I remind u tt wat u tink n heard is jus rumour u c…is not tt I dun wan to make for other…but but…erm..erm…AHH!!!...is becoz I dun have enough time…u c…It not wat u tink… if u wan …jus tell mi…I will sure MAKE one for u no need to feel shy…hahahaha!!!Ya n somemore…like wat I say it MEAN NTH…so stop ur mind goes ****…..hahahahaha…n pls stop usin ur “cute”face to keep askin ppl to tell the TRUTH….hahahaha…jus jokin…ya sometime I tink I tt “she” quite a “nice”, “beautiful”, “noise”, “clever”,a nice workin partner n last but not least “cute n lovely” of coz!!!...even though sometime she did scold mi…but I still dun mind it…haiyo..as sometime it my fault u c…kkk…enough of tis topic…or else someone else mind will go***** again!!!...hahahahaha…
AHHHH!!!finally end of second term but it also a signal of a new term comin…n to work even harder than tis term…as I noe tt tis term I didn’t work hard enough…u c…n also dun forget…it also the signal of “nice” band practice comin soon….ya tt right..we r again practicing for the big dae 3/7 u c…as we noe tt we r the smaller there..but also mus do our BEST!!!...
Haiyo…I tink I got anything better to say…I will stop here…as I got to go slp as tml still got band…n bein late is definitely one thing u wun like in the band…hahahaha..bye!!!!

LEARN!!! from lesson...n do not repeat...as it has been veri kind to u..

2004-05-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

Firstly...I would like to apologies to my band instructor, Mr. Poh, for makin him so angry n disappoint wif mi...A really big sorry to u...I had learn from my lesson...n noe tt my first priority is to study…but not to skip lesson…as to tink of it now…it is very disgracing …n my second priority is help the band…but not to help the “enemy” side…so a veri big sorri to him n thnx him for makin us learn from our lesson…n also to be veri kind to all of us…sooooooooo sorri to u{Mr. poh}…
Another tt make mi a little bit “sad” is tt “she” rejected the ting I make for her n my bis sis only…but it nvm…as it like wat I say it mean nth….but a token of frenzship u c…but to tink of it now…i sometime feel tt I a little too young for tis thing n veri stupid but sometime I feel the opposite way…haiyo…it so confusin…let leave it all to the fate to settle{tis wat big sis alway say!}...hahahaha...but now i better put my priority in studies first as i dun wan to end up like my cousin!!! or else will be sleepin out of the house...hahaha...u c...it not a veri good sign...n somemore my paren t dun quite accept tis type of thing as they tink tt i young for it yet...so i better listen to them...mus be a"good n filial boy"...hahahaha...
Let tok abt wat happen todae…it almost a perfect dae…dun worri I didn’t skip lesson todae again as I had learn from my lesson…early the morning …i got a load of holidae homework waitin for mi…then later the maths n social studies lesson was ok! As I found out tt I had been very “good” in lesson after exam…even it may seen a little late but I still got to a chance to c the fruit of my hardwork…later in afternoon…I got a animal lesson…n it not in EL but in Chinese…but it still sound the same…after tt there nth to say until band time…at band we play the “Pual Anka In Concert” which bring back memories of my sec 2 concert tt time… “CHANG YUAN DID U BREATH…HADN’T I SAY TT BAR CANNOT BREATH…GO RUN TEN ROUND!!!”…or else “ CHANY YUAN U FORGOT TO PLAY TIS BAR…GO RUN TEN ROUND!!!” …to tink of it now…it was quite funny…one 3 dae camp I ran abt 365 round !!!but it benefit mi a lot…u c…I got to exercise …while on the other hand…I got to feel CONSTANT VIGILANCE of runnin…n after tt we play the final countdown n other…n after band I got a worthful scold from instructor…but it all worth it…haiyo…I tink I will end now…again a veri big sorri n thnx to him!!! I stop here!!!

everything seen to go back to old way....

2004-05-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

ya everything have started to go back to the old way at least in the physically n alittle bit of the mental way...my senior have begin to "play" or in the ugly way "torture"..hahaha...but nvm..everyone happy,i happy..tt the way to carry on life "healthy"...like wat my senior "lisa alway say.."do u still wan ur ********"...hahaha...dun worry..it nothing dirty...n again the "rumour" abt i like her continued to spread silencely...n wif my good frenz, student conductor,mr khairul sittin beside mi sayin the same thing while also "helpin" mi...haiyo...how i wish i in the position to tok in tis kind of matter...but too bad i not in tt position...while my good frenz i s also havin his problem in tis kind of matter...so confusin...all depend on fate...hahahaha
The dae pass quite smoothly..i tink so if i not wrong...my big sis "coldness" has started to melt..hehehex..{big sis if u c tis pls dun b angry...}and lesson todae is also quite ok...except i forgot to bring my lit book...n got threaten by cher...which she also mean nth...afternoon i went to bandroom n mr poh ask mi to take "Pual Anka In Concert Featuring My Way" score...i forgot he wan the eupho score onli...but not the original score...haiyo..then i got a "scoldin" from him...u c...nvm..at least i learn a lesson...n again it was alway a associate wif i forgot to ask for permission...sorri mr poh...FORGOT again everytime...haiyo i must admit i gettin old...hahahha...mus remind myself to ask for permission from now on...
Then i got to rush home to take the score...then i rushed back again to band room...lucky got my good frenz to accompiany mi...when i got back to there...i heard another news...my BOSS wan mi to bring it to junyuan sec sch for him...so i again leave on a "journey"...when i reach there...the backgate was LOCKED!!!!i got to walk one big round but nvm can counted as execise...then when i went into the bandroom...i nearly disgrace myself by sayin "good morning" instead of " good afternoon" haiyo...wat a dae...i think i had written the longest blog since so far...got to stop!!!bye to who ever!!!

wat a " nice" term.....

2004-05-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

dunnoe wat happen...my big sis tis few dae has been veri "strange" in the cent of negetive way...i dunnoe has do wat to offence her...sigh...dunnoe wat to do to please her man...at band i also got my difficultes...at sch also have problem...sigh... dunnoe tis term is the worst term man...let jus wait for tis term to pass fast n the next term would be a better wan then tis term...nvm...like wat my brother say..."happy b lucky"...so i will jus follow it...got to go slp...tml got band at py...full dae...another hard dae...but it worth it...let hope 3/7 will come fast...hahahaha..i will stop here!

same dae same happenin...but goin to ping yi...

2004-05-20T12:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday forgot to write a blog…getting old now dae..hahaha…yesterday was a dae no different from tues…exam almost same results…but a little bit better lah…yesterday at band I had quite a hard time teachin my junior music…but it worth it…u c..n later I heard some sad news…but nvm…everything is all set…todae I goin to band again..but is time goin to ping yi sec sch…to combine for the final on 3/7/04…finally can c again our py frenz….hahhahah…the IT lesson is borin….oops..teacher comin … later get caught can “die”…better stop here…

wat a "nice day"...sigh..

2004-05-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

todae is one of the worse dae of my life...early in the morning a "good frenz of mine... mr khairul...keep on non stop tappin on my shoulder....that unlucky...which i learn from my "big sis"... n all it satrt wif my exam paper....which dun wan to say ever it not tt bad...at reccess wif my good old drum major..mr ng...non stop sayin.."c lah..wan to go first class lah.."tt bad enough for the first half day....later afternoon band...i got a little bit of luck or watever back... i got change back to the eupho forindoor...sigh..got stop now...

first time use....

2004-05-13T08:00:00.000+08:00

todae is the first day n first time i use tis....dunnoe wat is tis man but nvm....todae i had my last two paper which r chinese n a-math....the chinese was alright but wat a luck my nose was kind of like bleedin...cozin mi to b distracted for abt half an hour...but lucky it was alright...after another thing trebble mi...the a-math paper was kind of damn hard...but nvm...everything pass aready...so jus wat for the result...n get ready to go for band again!yo can't wait for it again...hahah!