Friday, August 25, 2006
Hello! I am back to update my blog again! =) anyway earlier on when I was looking through all my old email, I found this meaningful email, given by my conductor. So ya, I decided to post it up on my blog for today’s entry! So enjoy! Find out why it is so meaningful! =)
Here it goes...
Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen"....
I know what he means. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's the exact same thing. One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it.
You think and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone. Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back.
Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.
The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences. They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before.
You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.
You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.
You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there.
Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then , after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.
And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.
That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet.
And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.
*Love.Cherish.Treasure*
|25.8.06|
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Ok, I am back to update my blog, after disappearing for months! And to prove that this blog is still not dead even though I know a lot of people thought I will never update my blog again, I had changed the blogskin! =) And please horz, I changed to the present blogskin, because I think it look quite nice, nothing to do with what the words on the skin!..lolz..
Ok, shall update again later ba! Need to go and study for my exam already!
Cya!
*Love.Cherish.Treasure*
|22.8.06|
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Hey everybody! I am finally backed to blogging after almost 2 months of MIA! And to show that I am back to blogging, I had changed my blogskin!..haha..ok, I think I shall write a very short entry for today because I am starting school tomorrow! And I need to wake up at 5.45am!!!..lolx..So tonight need to sleep early!=)..haha
And yeah! SYF display band competition is coming! Feeling equally as nervous as the members! Hope that we can get gold with honour and make it to the finals!=)..haha..ok, I shall stop here now!..bye!..
*isn't this a short entry?! But at least I manage to update!*
*Love.Cherish.Treasure*
|16.4.06|
Monday, February 20, 2006
It had been quite awhile since I had updated my blog!...anyway since I had just bath finish, and have nothing to do, I might as well update my blog now!=)...Just came back from siew li birthday party, an hour ago, so that why I had bath at such a late time!...haha...anyway thank you siew li for inviting me to your wonderful birthday party!...and also wish you a be early happy birthday!=)...haha...
And ya, everything had ended...yet all the memories were still in my mind as if they had just happen only yesterday!...haiz..I really miss the past...but what to do, life must still go on, and I will try not to think of the past so much, even though I am so sure it is going to stay inside my heart for quite a long time or even forever!=)...Anyway just want to say thank you for everything during the last few months!...Really thank you so much!=)...
*sob*
*Love.Cherish.Treasure*
|20.2.06|
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
My heart is "fighting" hard against
my self-conscious about a topic * which I dun wish to mention here*
Because of the "fight", my mind had started itself once more after resting for so long, to think whether what I am doing is
right or
wrong?..
Hence, due to the "fight" and mind-thinking, it had caused my soul to be trap in a
confusion and tiredness..
Sooner or later, it will cause the
decline of something, which will cause a great change in my life..
Haix..What or where have I done wrong?!..Why is this happening to me..haix..
*Love.Cherish.Treasure*
|15.2.06|
Thursday, February 09, 2006
This blog is specially written for Mr Kenrick Poh Tze Pin.
THANK YOU FOR PREDICTING
MY O-LEVEL RESULT!
& I LOVE THAT RESULT
SO MUCH!=)
*Love.Cherish.Treasure*
|9.2.06|
Friday, February 03, 2006
zZz..feeling so damn tired now sia, and its 3am plus now..lolx..haha..i was actually already sleeping by 12am, but dun know why, had this damn bad dream, which cause me to wake up, and I was unable to fell a sleep after that!=(..lolx..haha..anyway since I was unable to go and sleep, I might as well on the lights, then on the computer, and start to update my blog, before somebody start saying that I am so lazy!=X * ok, I know its a little lame*..
Actually got not much to say about the last two days , because for the last two days, I had been spending my time in band, helping them!..lolx..anyway on Wednesday, I did met up with 5 of my ex-classmates, as we planned to go give our teachers, our Chinese new year greeting!..but too bad, Mrs. Cheoh was not there, as I heard from my junior, she got 1 month MC..lolx..dun knows whether it is true anot?..lolx..anyway after visiting the teachers, we went to walk around the school as some of them had not been to the school for months. So we were walking, the feeling when I was still in sec 4 came back to me..haix..the feeling was so great lorz, even though then I had to prepare for my O-level, but it was still feel very good to me..lolx..if someone can give me clock which can turn back to past, I will sure turn the clock back to last year, august that time, as I feel that was the best time of my life, even though there still O-level, and I really miss that time!=)..but it is all an "if"..lolx..haha..and I know some of my friend also wishes to turn back the time, and one of them is khairul!=X..haha.. even though I still ponder about the past, I still treasure a lot what I am having now, because I dun want to wait till I lose anything, then I start to feel regret again!=)..lolx..
*This was how we will during last year, graduation day, dun look like we are having O-level soon right?!=)*
Ok, I think I will stop here now!..so good night and good luck to everyone who is waiting for their O-level result!=)..k..bye!
*Love.Cherish.Treasure*
|3.2.06|
